Snowy roads!

Wosh it's hard to ride the bike in snow. The snow is so mushy >.<

Gosh some drivers, they don't watch where they're driving. They almost hit me! I know traffic rules and they are wrong. Some doesn't care about the trafficants on bikes that really bugs me. Hello watch where you're driving you ass!

Aww i feel so sorry for the teacher he sucks but that doesnt mean you can talk during the lecture, at least you can try. Gosh everyone have no respect for him. That's so childish. You don't have to come if you're gonna talk during the whole lecture. KILL KILL

YAaay tomorrow it's february! It's just 28 days and then it's mars and i can go home again ^_^


Ah had the labtest today about safety, working methods and names of some molecules. Hope i passed, i might have two wrong ones in working methods and you could just have two faults to pass... If i dont pass i have to redo it next week. Don wanna >.<

Hm gotta study... boring...

weekends are boring, friends are difficult

yeah i know sounds very wrong but when i was back at katrineholm i use to hang out with my family on weekends 'cause my friends weren't hangoutonweekendspersons. But now that im here in uppsala it's another whole thingy, no family here so im all alone on weekends. Gosh i have to get more friends -_-. But everyone's stabilised with their "groups" now and it's hard to make friends now.
A classmate asked me what i had done this weekend. Not much i said and he said ofcourse you just sit around at home, you should follow us out to party. After my very boring weekend i said yeah i have to sometime. Right when will that happen <.
So the other dude, the one i ignored and ignored me back came and sat beside me. I had given up hope on being friends with him so i didnt look at him at all and that seems to make him more willing to chat with me <.< Errr... so we talked today, and it feels pretty good except that he talked during the whole lecture and that bugged me. Hello have some respect for the teacher... Yeah he is not the best but you dont have to act like an ass because of that <.<


Siiigh, i like the one im hanging out with but she's sooo boring... She's a great studypal but partypal no i think i have to find a partypal to, that is fun to hang around with...

It's not easy to make friends.

such a brat

I feel soo stupid, yesterday i felt depressed and called my mum to get it all out, so selfish of me, i knew it would get her upset and worried about me but i reaally had to let it out somewhere and around here i dont have any one i can talk with... Im so childish -_- when will i grow up? Gosh i have to stop call my mum whenever there's a rough time...

The weather is bad, i really have to take the bus today... i was all worried about the times the buses are going and all but i checked it up and hope i'll get to school by bus today -_-

Im so tired...

begging for money

I bought the new coursebook today, im so broke. I still cant find my ways around here in Uppsala without wandering a while, walking back and forward, this dude shouted at me, do you speak english he asked. Uuum i thought if i answer you in english then you'll know i speak english so i said eerrr no and kept walking. Felt a bit bad for doing that but i went away. When i was on my way home i sure had to pass that guy again and he remembered me, so do you speak english. I couldnt ignore him one more time so i stopped and asked. yes what do you want? Then he showed me all these pictures of poor people and asked me to spare him some money. And i had just thrown away 500 crones on the book. I said sorry im poor too. Not even 20? Nope i dont have money on me (hello im a card person). Oh he said and then he wanted to chit chat for a bit and asked me about my origin... didnt hear it at first i dont remember how many times i asked what he said. Oh im chinese and tried to be nice after the whole thing. after a few minutes i could leave.

It's so awkward. you dont know if they are cheating on you or if they really need money, i remembered when some asian dudes came ringing our door back when we still lived in gersnäs in K-holm. They said someone had stolen their bag at the airport and needed a place to stay. My mum was all freaked out and didnt trust them at all but my dad let them in and let they eat some noodles. They got money from us too... Hmm still dont know if they lied or really needed all that...

Dont trust people that easilly my mother always tells me. She was a tad worried about the dude begging me for money today when i told her. Oh no next time you just ignore him!

new course, new expectations...

so the new course organic chemistry started yesterday, have to buy two books that costs about 600 crones together, bye money.

I folded kawasaki roses yesterday, one i gave to karolina the other one i gave to david. He didnt look at it and after a while he threw it at me all mushed. Well not a funny feeling. I know it's my fault this weird thing between us and another guy. I have a tendency to ignore them, or dont say hello with another word when i see them, pretend im not seeing them. I really dont know why, but i just do, it's not that i dont like them or anything like that, it's just who i am. And of course they will get angry and do the same back and i'll feel terrible. Sigh, but what can i do? I'm really trying to not spoil the friendships but i tend to. It just feels weird to say hello sometimes...
But he mushed the rose i folded to him and threw it at me, was that really great of him?

Well i long for the 1st of march, then i can get back home to K-holm again ^_^ and stay 11 whole days! 11 whole days that's a lot! Aww but it's just january now -_-.

Ah hope they new one moving in will be a nice person, and clean! Wonder if it's a he or she? Hope we'll be buddies XD

restless

So im sitting here restless and chatting with some. Oh and i had my exam today, think it went pretty well, i counted the points and i think i'll pass hopefully -_-. Boy was this course boring, oh and i havent found my file yet. Or i havent been looking, gave up on it already.

Oh and im in 6th season of gilmore girls now, gosh im watching too much arent i?

Tomorrow im upgraded to A2 tehehe =). Aww time is walking by so fast, i mean i've already gone first term in college. Um just 4 and a half to go ehheeh


And omg i saw the hairiest (spelt that way?) and deepest crack today >.< GOooosh it was sooo hairy. I almost puked but most laughed in my head and saw the other peeps that saw it too and thought of what they must have been thinking XD

Stupid radio clock, it's ticking all the time, it's not supposed too! What's that ticking sound?

I need money im poor

oral presentation

So today was the oral presentation of the labreport. The teacher was gonna pick someone from the group, so we all had to prepare for it, guess who was the one he picked? Me of course... But it was better that way, i knew the presentation the most and the others got tricky questions. And he fooled us with which group that was gonna be first too. We were suppose to be the second one out but he said that the second group could start and then told me to do the presentation. What a slap in the face XD. But it went very good and we passed ^_^. The group after us had a rough time during the questioning though. I think one of them didnt pass, well she looked sad after hearing her result. Poor thing.

So one thing less to think of. Have to do those excercises and read a bit tomorrow. And the labreports, two of them are not finished yet. Or one, if the other one has passed ^^.
Feels like im not studying enough... watching gilmore girls all the time XD. Im in the 5th season now tehhee.

Money and dirt

It's snow outside! I don't see it snow i just wake up and there's a new layer of snow. I'm taking a short break from the study, heard someone coming in and thought of how disgusting this girl in my hall was. I now understand why the kitchen is so shitty and no one cares. They are slobs themselves >.<. Like she was cooking something and the stove was still icky from leftovers, she used her spoon to scrape a bit during the cooking and then put it in to mix her pasta Yuuuck i thought. And she had some meat that i dont know how old it was and ate. Gooosh so disgusting >.<. Cooommon the stove was full of icky leftovers! Geez... I want someone here with me. A close friend or my muuumm. I found out that I'm not really a loner ehehehe... OH and my dad is going to Hk today. Wonder if he knows how to use the cellphone XD I tried to teach him... Hm wonder if i'll be like that when im old, but im raised with technical things. But that's weird, an old person knowing how to deal with digitalstuff. Hm but it's not like i'll forget how to use cellphones when i grow up. Not to mention what new technical things that'll be on the market in the next ten years. Gaah i don't know where I'll work in summer. I have to work, im not taking loans anymore. And i think i have a backup in the chicken factory -_-, i've worked there before so i think they'll hire me. But i reaaally dont wanna go there, i sure remember how i longed to get out of there XD. I've thought of the pharmacy back in katrineholm, i think there are two, one in a hospital and one in the city. But if i got it i dont know i would be earning that much, not as much as in chicken factory XD. But it would be a good experience, but i need money! Im so poor right now T_T. I was thinking to start in friskis och svettis again, a gym thing, but i dont know. It's a big city and you have to book times all the time, what if you dont get any time then it would be a waste of money, a lot of money for a half year! And the time, do i have the time? -_- I think i'll start there again after college... Well now back to study!

It's snow outside on the ground! I dont want snow now, i have to get to frigging school!!! It comes when you least want it =O BWaaaaah. And it's so cold in my room and my digital clock is clicking all the time, dunno why. Boooh i want mommy

going back

So today i'll be sleeping in uppsala again. The break is over and reality starts again ehehhe...

Oh and the 8th i was in my first car accident (and hopefully the last). I was waiting for the cars to pass by so i could drive and when i was about to drive the car stopped and then someone drove into me. I was startled, fortunately that dude knew he was wrong and apologized and the car was okay too. Pheew -_- that was not funny. And it was all dark and rainy outside too, not a good weather to drive in. Couldnt see that well.

Sigh dunno when i'll be coming back to katrineholm again. Looking at the times the only opening will be in mars. Wonder if i can come back the weekend in February to celebrate the chinese new year.

Im so tired of that pop, after sending messages to him he doesnt reply. That's so irritating and yesterday he sent me one again. i didnt reply hehehe, im doing the same thing as him. First time i did it he called me and wondered why i didnt reply, i told him i didnt see it XD. I want him out of my life already -_- booring get lost!

My friend doesnt like him either hehe, always when we meet she asks me if he has talked to me and says he's a dork and fools around. Im not taking distance from him because of what she's told me. But he's too shallow and childish...

Last time i'll be blogging in katrineholm for a while then -_-


Byeee

Holidays over!

Okay not really but soon, i'll be going back on wednesday, byebye katrineholm T_T. I'll miss my family and friends the most. Back to hell XD Nah it's good in uni, not always but im learning stuff -_- okay that was a lame one, i cant think of anything that's good with uni! I sooo long for the last year of it!!!!

I've knitted new gloves and a scarf during this holiday :). Didnt take any pics of my gloves but i did take of myself wearing the scarf ^_^ have a look

2007

Happy new year in afterwards :P. Saw some pretty fireworks and yeah i had some trouble in staying awake til 12. Watched AI before and i slept for a while but woke up right in time. Went out with my dad and brother to watch the fireworks just outside. Wow it was so pretty. And now it's 2007. What will happen this year. I liked 2006 a lot of good stuff happened that year.

Wanted to start study but then i couldnt find my filecase or what it's called, all the important papers were in it :/. Im so frustrated and want to hit something. But what can i do -_-. Hope i'll make this course anyway... im sooo frustrated. You dont know me, i study a lot, it means a lot to me to not fail...