new course, new expectations...

so the new course organic chemistry started yesterday, have to buy two books that costs about 600 crones together, bye money.

I folded kawasaki roses yesterday, one i gave to karolina the other one i gave to david. He didnt look at it and after a while he threw it at me all mushed. Well not a funny feeling. I know it's my fault this weird thing between us and another guy. I have a tendency to ignore them, or dont say hello with another word when i see them, pretend im not seeing them. I really dont know why, but i just do, it's not that i dont like them or anything like that, it's just who i am. And of course they will get angry and do the same back and i'll feel terrible. Sigh, but what can i do? I'm really trying to not spoil the friendships but i tend to. It just feels weird to say hello sometimes...
But he mushed the rose i folded to him and threw it at me, was that really great of him?

Well i long for the 1st of march, then i can get back home to K-holm again ^_^ and stay 11 whole days! 11 whole days that's a lot! Aww but it's just january now -_-.

Ah hope they new one moving in will be a nice person, and clean! Wonder if it's a he or she? Hope we'll be buddies XD