such a brat

I feel soo stupid, yesterday i felt depressed and called my mum to get it all out, so selfish of me, i knew it would get her upset and worried about me but i reaally had to let it out somewhere and around here i dont have any one i can talk with... Im so childish -_- when will i grow up? Gosh i have to stop call my mum whenever there's a rough time...

The weather is bad, i really have to take the bus today... i was all worried about the times the buses are going and all but i checked it up and hope i'll get to school by bus today -_-

Im so tired...