back in Uppsala

so im back, and tomorrow school again, yay...

Aww hope sandra will choose to study pharmacy here and then we'll live together ^_^!! I reaallly really want to move closer to school and i want to go gym and do aerobics and yoga and all!! but i cant now :'( have to wait til next year and see what'll happen, if i get an apartment or a room closer and if sandra made up her mind to come study here, then we'll look for an apartment together ^_^


Aahh exam soon, will i make it? If i dont make it i dunno what to do and how to study, because i've been studying since we started, and if that doesnt help i dont know how to study :S

Tehehehe im coming back to Katrineholm on wednesday too :P, have four days off to study before the exam -_- and i rather do that at home where my parents cook for me :P

Katrineholm

so i had this four weeks day of from university and decided to come back to katrineholm. Boy i miss my hometown. I could find my way everywhere and it was just great. Met some of my friends and chatted aah old days. And then in the night i went out partying with one. Ehehe well i can say that i was the chaperon -_-. She had her guyfriend with her and then on the dancefloor i could feel that he wanted me away all the time. Normally i would have, but i was all alone what would i do?! I didnt know anybody else and im not a partyperson. I just wanted to meet my friend and she couldnt make it earlier so i agreed on following out. It was boooring, aww and she said pop would be out. Boring have to study for an exam im having the 2:nd. Have four days off next week too. My dad's gonna follow me and then drive me home next week again ^_^. Hope i can study when my dad's there -_-. Ah poor becca, she must have felt awful leaving me like that, when her guyfriend dragged her away in the end i went to say i was gonna go home, she said sorry with bad conscience. Nah it's okay i said and tried to smile. That was not fun.

Tomorrow im gonna go home and now in half an hour im gonna start study XD

Lord of the Rings parody

HAhahaha

tough

university is really tough, i hope i'll make it through this five years -_-. I dun even know if i'll pass the tests... But i'll do my best, i wont give up.

Caught i cold too, i was not really feeling well when i moved here either, my throat was sore and i coughed a lot, and nope it isnt better now, now i have a cold... Feel sick and stuff but i still have to go to university, cant afford to miss any lectures 'cause we dont have any books that we can read so the lectures are really important. Not that i would be at home anyway, i always go to school when im a lil sick. It's nothing big so i have to stay home, like a fever. Im still able to move XD. Hm the cold must have been from riding the bike... in the rain and in 40 minutes because of the wrong direction and the jacket that was still wet from biking in the morning to university too.

Sigh who should i hang out with in school? I feel bad, like im ditching this one to be with this one and so on. But i dunno what to do. I want to be with that one but that one does not come a long when i go and chat with someone else and then i hang around with those but i want to sit with my old classmate and blablabla. It's so hard. It ends up with them not waiting for me and thinks i don want to hang around them. But i've decided now, im gonna hang around with those two now. Gonna tag along them all the time... It's the ones i feel most comfortable with.

im baaack!

wweee finally i have internet here. Omg it's sooo hard here, i end the days at 5pm and have to ride the bike home which by the way takes 25 minutes and today it rained -_-, should have taken the bus, but i didnt know it would rain that much :/

oh man it was soo friggin tiring or is still, have to do everything myself now, lunchbox, dinner, the long frigging way to the university (25minutes with bike, 50minutes to walk), the classes, no frigging books i can read to follow the classes,everything costs money... In the beginning it was hard to find a friend i could think of hanging out with too, not that i was alone, i was very social and could talk to everyone but i couldnt find anyone i could be closer with... But i think i found some now, mah i dunno, five years is a very long time oh yeah it's not three years now, it's five, they called the day before and 15 minutes before the determination and asked if i wanted the place in the pharmacy programe. I had to change my life decision in 15 minutes... i called my mum and talked a bit and called back withing 10 minutes ehehhee... so here i am in this programme. It's hard but i wont give up. Hopefully i'll find a place closer to the school...