im baaack!

wweee finally i have internet here. Omg it's sooo hard here, i end the days at 5pm and have to ride the bike home which by the way takes 25 minutes and today it rained -_-, should have taken the bus, but i didnt know it would rain that much :/

oh man it was soo friggin tiring or is still, have to do everything myself now, lunchbox, dinner, the long frigging way to the university (25minutes with bike, 50minutes to walk), the classes, no frigging books i can read to follow the classes,everything costs money... In the beginning it was hard to find a friend i could think of hanging out with too, not that i was alone, i was very social and could talk to everyone but i couldnt find anyone i could be closer with... But i think i found some now, mah i dunno, five years is a very long time oh yeah it's not three years now, it's five, they called the day before and 15 minutes before the determination and asked if i wanted the place in the pharmacy programe. I had to change my life decision in 15 minutes... i called my mum and talked a bit and called back withing 10 minutes ehehhee... so here i am in this programme. It's hard but i wont give up. Hopefully i'll find a place closer to the school...