tough

university is really tough, i hope i'll make it through this five years -_-. I dun even know if i'll pass the tests... But i'll do my best, i wont give up.

Caught i cold too, i was not really feeling well when i moved here either, my throat was sore and i coughed a lot, and nope it isnt better now, now i have a cold... Feel sick and stuff but i still have to go to university, cant afford to miss any lectures 'cause we dont have any books that we can read so the lectures are really important. Not that i would be at home anyway, i always go to school when im a lil sick. It's nothing big so i have to stay home, like a fever. Im still able to move XD. Hm the cold must have been from riding the bike... in the rain and in 40 minutes because of the wrong direction and the jacket that was still wet from biking in the morning to university too.

Sigh who should i hang out with in school? I feel bad, like im ditching this one to be with this one and so on. But i dunno what to do. I want to be with that one but that one does not come a long when i go and chat with someone else and then i hang around with those but i want to sit with my old classmate and blablabla. It's so hard. It ends up with them not waiting for me and thinks i don want to hang around them. But i've decided now, im gonna hang around with those two now. Gonna tag along them all the time... It's the ones i feel most comfortable with.