HAhahaha she never shuts up!

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In K-holm

It always feels wierd to come home to Katrineholm, it's like Uppsala never existed and im home where i've always been again. Hahaha by the way when i changed train they wanted to see my student card and i didnt have it on me. It was the first time they wanted to see it wuups. But i got away from it by just showing the id.

Ah now when im getting home to uppsala again i wont be alone for, my parents are coming the 8th and sandra is coming the 15th and im going home the 22:nd :D.

Aaww i tried on a beautiful dress yesterday. It was sooo nice, it fit me perfect, gaah if i hadnt used that much money this month i would have bought it. aww it was so pretty.

Hello my 19th birthday, Im 19 now, not 18, wow im so old now ^^. Next year its the 20th birthday. Cool. Hope there's people celebrating me then. Ehehe spent the whole day alone as waited. This was fun... But i got a lot of cute birthdaymessages. That was a lil cheering ^^. Well soon im home in Katrineholm again :D wee

Friday again

boring weather, it's raining. It's okay with rain, as long as im under a roof! It's not fun to bike in the rain. Yesterday and today i had to bike home in the rain, but today i used my umbrella. Yesterday it didnt rain much first but after a while it started to rain heavier. Goosh

Who's gonna celebrate the 19:th birthday all alone tomorrow. Me. Not that i celbrate it that much, but i've never been alone on my birthday. I had people around me. But not tomorrow Booh. Whatever, i don wanna turn 19 T_T. I like being 18.

Aaah im going home on tuesday \(^_^)/ weee, or not really my home anymore, this is my home now, have to grow up, geez, longing home all the time. It's just that i havent found anything good about uppsala yet... It's in Katrineholm where everything is. My family my friends and yeah everything. Well i have a few friends here but i've just known them for a while, no deep relationship yet... Sometimes it's hard to start over. But it's good to, no one knows you, you can start all over. Starting from zero.

MMm currently watching Glittering days with charmaine sheh ^^ She won the favourite actress award, tehehe good ^^ Oouh soon idol, who's gonna go this time? Hope Felicia will stay XD The only girl left so im rooting for her!

Mah gonna watch the old series Eternal happiness now, no im not gonna study now, im tired! Been studying till eight or nine am for the last couple of days now, gimme a rest!

now where was i... Hmm meh dunno, glad it's friday but not, im all alone here -_-. One month and 11 days left till christmas break. So close but yet so faaar! I should read some more but i don wanna T_T.
Gonna have idolevening with another :). Im starting to like her, first she didnt say much and didnt want to hang around with anyone, but now she's opening up :). She's cool, reliable and cute XD. She lost her bikewarmer today and was all upset and then i saw the warmer and pointed, there it is!! She was like where wheeree??! And i pointed, the traffic light was red but she biked cross it, like she usually does not to grab it. Hahaha i told her that she risked her life for her bikewarmer XD. What a drama scene you should have seen it XD.

Man, what if i die tomorrow, will this studying be in vain?

Finally friday

And it's the end of the week again, but it's not very very guut, that means the next exam is closing in -_-. Gooosh im studying all the time, wake up read a lil, come home work work, prepare dinner or lunch study again, watch some series on the computer, sleep wake up study study go to school bablalbala. And had to return a book yesterday, the man at the post office must think im nuts... She's never satisfied. What cant blame me, they are sending me the wrong book and shit. And have to pay for the way back BLeeh. Okay have to go to school now! TOodles write more later.

Swedish Idol 2006 - Final 9 - Danny Saucedo

this is one of my favourites too T_T

Swedish Idol 2006 Danny Saucedo Öppna din dörr + interview

Whyy did he have to go T_T I started to like this dude after this one T_T

Weei

one month and 18 days left till christmas break when i can go home ^_^. Today i went out for a walk, yesterday i held myself inside. Didnt want to go out in the cold. Tehehehe it was a nice temperature outside and i wore my new jeans too ^_^. It's thin down so i can wear boots :)

He called me yesterday. That's funny, first a whole week goes without anything from him and then he POPS XD out. He sent me a message asking me what i was doing. He asked me if he could call me too. What just do it dont ask XD. Hahaha it was funny i told him to call the next day instead but then he called me and we talked for a while, then he said he had to get himself home from his friend and asked if he could call later. I said sure but i might be sleeping, and he called later and held me awake -_-. We talked for like 20 minutes and after i couldnt sleep for a looong time. In normal i would have slept like two hours ago but it was swedish idol first and i wanted to watch the result (by the way Danny was the one to leave T_T) and then he called. I dunno if i like him that much anymore. It feels like he's just desperate and needs someone. He told me he had an ex 3 months ago. I counted the months i've been knowing him. Hm it was about two months ago when i quit the summerjob there and yeah it hasnt been that long anyway... What if he is just using me to feel needed. He always says, ooh im old ooh im no good blablalaba... Gosh like Kishti from idol says, Shape up!

Is he desperate? Or does he really like me? I asked him why he decided to contact me too. And it was Becca's boyfriend, that also works there, who told him about me.
-You know Anna
-Anna who?
-You know the little chinese girl (uum thank you "-_-)
-Oh right, what about her?
-She likes you

That is why he contacted me... Hm dunno if i want to anymore... Feels like he just needs to be needed and i seem to "need" him. Am i thinking too much about it, should i just go with the flow?

christmas breeeeaak

Aaaaah i long for the christmas break sooo much. So much to do and think about -_-. Life is so hard... especially as a student. You have to get to school, buy books, pay rent, food etc study, study oh and study, if you fail you have to redo the frigging test and at the same time think about the other course. You have to take care of yourself and hope you wont get sick, that would not be good. you would be so behind and the whole world seems to collapse. The weather outside isnt helping much either, especially not when it's long to the frigging bmc, my institute, and the bikes lock is frozen. I get warm during the up roads but my hands and fingers are sooo stiff after the bikeride that im afraid that they can be broken off. Gooossh. I had double gloves today but it doesnt heeelp T_T. Chriiistmas breaaaak aaaaah. One month and 20 days left come on Anna you can do it! I long for the summer break even more. Think i quit the 7th of june and start 1st of september :D. That is really needed. Im soo tired. The math exam was just two days ago and im already studying like bleeh on the new one and the next exam is the last november T_T. Aaah it's good, im off tomorrow, then i can study and all in piece and dont have to get out in the frigging cold weather. But it is getting better, it's getting a bit warmer during the weekend. But have to go out and buy food and stuff -_-.

Oh well this is good too, when im older i can look back and laugh at the other new students and their new hard life XD. bwahahaha.

HAhaha i got a dont wanna grow older feeling today. Im gonna be 23 (on my 24th year)years old when i graduate. Damn, 23 that's really old! just kidding not old i mean big, grown up. and he's gonna be 28, GOosh that's really old.

What's gonna happen then? What's life like then? What's everybody doing? So close but yet so far...

Snow!

Aaaah it's snowing like hell outside. Today when i woke up and looked outside i saw a snowstorm! It rained yesterday and today snow haha alright i thought, im gonna be brave and bike in the snowstorm! I went out and couldnt open my lock so i ran in to get some matches that i saw in the kitchen. It went good and the way there wasnt that hard.

Another course started and have to study right away -_- they should give us a week break. I mean we just did this tiring exam yesterday and havent sighed out from that -_-. They way home was harder. I couldnt open my lock at all, in the end karolina brought some hot water and i could finally open it to bike home. Omg the storm was like whipping my face. IT HURT SOOO FRIGGING BAD! It was hard, i didnt know if i should cry or laugh, i laughed XD, i was like aaaah Maahhahaha this was exciting, this was fun hahahhaa Aaah. But we made it home after a while. Im gonna take the bus tommorow if it's like today. GOoosh and my hands and feet was all frozen too.

Weee i can go home either the 17th or 22nd depending on which labgroup im in :D. Maybe i can meet him then :P, yeah im thinking about him, he hasnt messaged me or anything :( bleh. But im gonna message him on his birthday ;P