christmas breeeeaak

Aaaaah i long for the christmas break sooo much. So much to do and think about -_-. Life is so hard... especially as a student. You have to get to school, buy books, pay rent, food etc study, study oh and study, if you fail you have to redo the frigging test and at the same time think about the other course. You have to take care of yourself and hope you wont get sick, that would not be good. you would be so behind and the whole world seems to collapse. The weather outside isnt helping much either, especially not when it's long to the frigging bmc, my institute, and the bikes lock is frozen. I get warm during the up roads but my hands and fingers are sooo stiff after the bikeride that im afraid that they can be broken off. Gooossh. I had double gloves today but it doesnt heeelp T_T. Chriiistmas breaaaak aaaaah. One month and 20 days left come on Anna you can do it! I long for the summer break even more. Think i quit the 7th of june and start 1st of september :D. That is really needed. Im soo tired. The math exam was just two days ago and im already studying like bleeh on the new one and the next exam is the last november T_T. Aaah it's good, im off tomorrow, then i can study and all in piece and dont have to get out in the frigging cold weather. But it is getting better, it's getting a bit warmer during the weekend. But have to go out and buy food and stuff -_-.

Oh well this is good too, when im older i can look back and laugh at the other new students and their new hard life XD. bwahahaha.

HAhaha i got a dont wanna grow older feeling today. Im gonna be 23 (on my 24th year)years old when i graduate. Damn, 23 that's really old! just kidding not old i mean big, grown up. and he's gonna be 28, GOosh that's really old.

What's gonna happen then? What's life like then? What's everybody doing? So close but yet so far...